I’ve always wrote about pain
And of all of the unjust things
I’ve never known how to write about joy
Someday I want to tho
Someday I want to write for you about the most beautiful things
Like
A morning sunrise so crimson and so gold
That it actually heals some piece of your soul
Every blood blister, every bruise, every broken heart, every false I love you
Was a price you paid up front
For all the true love, true peace and true joy now before you
Happiness is overrated
It’s temporary and materialistic
Here in this moment and gone in the next
I want you to feel pure joy
To sit in the presence of God
With the sounds of brood mares grazing and stomping and the panting of tired dogs
To feel the warmth of sun on your face on that first hint of spring day
To smell a batch of cookies fresh out of the oven and a gentle hand holding yours
The little gifts of bliss
Someday I’ll write you something beautiful
Something you can feel deep in your bones
Xoxo, Gussie